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November 15, 2010

Guess im going to Jakarta then.

Malang. pukul 15.00. Suara mbak-mbak HRD ditelepon yang mengabarkan berita itu kurespon dengan datar. lagi-lagi wawancaraku berhasil. kali ini perusahaan property, management trainee, posisi CS, lokasi... JAKARTA.

Jakarta lagi, pikirku. Kemarin sudah capek aku ke Jakarta, wawancara di sebuah perusahaan telekomunikasi yang berbuah ketidakcocokan, lalu pulang dengan tangan hampa. oh ya, tak lupa bilang koperku rusak selama dikereta dan keletihan luar biasa selama beberapa hari disana.

In short, i don't like Jakarta. Kotanya sumpek, ramai, melelahkan. Tapi ironisnya pekerjaan terkumpul disana, dan stuasi ini seakan menempatkanku bagai tikus lapar yang harus mengambil remah keju yang diletakkan manis diatas perangkap tikus.

Lebay? maybe. But i just hate Jakarta. Seriously. Tranquil situation like Jogjakarta, or at most the crowds in Surabaya is what i prefer. But still, semua job vacancies yang kulayangkan di kota2 itu tak ada yang tembus; dan lucunya SEMUA lowongan yang kulayangkan ke Jakarta tembus.

Man i surely want to trade my job vacancy with another job with equal position somewhere else. I simply hate the city (sorry, Jakmania, no offense. I just dont like crowdy place).

Dan begitu mbak-mbak HRD itu menyudahi perbincangan kami di telepon sembari memberikanku kesempatan untuk memikirkan kans itu beberapa hari lagi, aku terdiam.

If i rejected ths offer, then this will be the THIRD job i declined (the first one: tentor sebuah lembaga bahasa inggris di sebuah daerah. waktu itu aku iseng dan masuk. i declined - bad ady! the second one adalah telemarketing di perusahaan telekomunikasi. i declined the offer karena posisi yang kulamar dan posisi yang kudapat beda, and i don't like it.). But what if I accept it? Can I really live in a place i hate?

Dan saat ini aku amsih menanti kepastian perusahaan Filipina yang sudah menerima lamaranku dan KATANYA akan segera menghubungiku. Silly, you wait for something you might never be able to get it while neglecting something you can obviously get. But the experience living abroad, the chance to speak English ALL THE TIME, the chance to get myself a whole new world... that's something that made me want to stay and wait.

But what if i cant get it? that's gonna be a disaster. *sigh*

Maybe I should try Jakarta. Or maybe i shud wait for Phil. Or maybe I shud shut my mouth and start to think.

1 comment:

  1. and i think, u should shut .....
    wuakkakakkaa
    #kidding# :P

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