Peut-ĂȘtre nous n'avons pas besoin d'amour. Peut-ĂȘtre c'est une aide que nous avons vraiment besoin (Maybe we don't need love after all. Maybe help it what we really need)

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Life is merely a journey to the grave, but to make the journey become a beautiful parade or a dark mourning ceremony is all in your hand.

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May 27, 2012

Perhaps

-just spending some time not leaving the blog empty-

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I was too busy these weekend that I have forgotten about us for awhile. It was good though, since I didn't have to feel like missing or loosing you. But tonight when I was alone, the thoughts of you crept again slowly, trying to find its way back in where it belongs.

I quickly blocked the access, making myself busy with emails and works and papers, but in the end I accidentally stalk you online, and it broke me down again.

So I decided to cut our link even deeper by removing you from my online circle. It wasn't your fault, it was just my way to cure the wound, withdrawing myself deeper, and started the defensive mode again.

And with my friend, we watched some movies together before I go back to the area I was placed, continuing my life, without you.

Perhaps I will succeed. Perhaps I will die. Perhaps we'l never know.

May 18, 2012

Safetysuit -These Times

These times will try hard to define me,
And I’ll try to hold my head up high..
But I’ve seen despair here from the inside,
And it’s got a one track mind..

And I have this feeling in my gut now,
And I don’t know what it is I’ll find,
Does anybody ever feel like you’re always one step behind?

Now I’m sitting alone here in my bed.
I’m waiting for an answer I don’t know that I’ll get.
I cannot stand to look in the mirror, I’m failing.
I’m telling you these times are hard,
But they will..

And I know there’s someone out there somewhere,
Who has it much worse than I do..
But I have a dream inside, a perfect life,
I’d give anything just to work,
It’s like I’m only trying to dig my way out of all these things I can’t..

And I am sitting alone here in my bed.
I’m waiting for an answer I don’t know that I’ll get.
I cannot stand to look in the mirror, I’m failing.
I’m telling you these times are hard,

But they will pass.. They will pass.. They will pass..

These times are hard,
But they will..

These times will try hard to define me,
But I will hold my head up high.

Sitting alone here in my bed.
I’m waiting for an answer I don’t know that I’ll get.
I cannot stand to look in the mirror, I’m failing.
I’m telling you these times are hard,

But they will pass..

And I know there’s a reason..
I just keep hoping it won’t be long ’til I see it.
And maybe if we throw up our hands and believe it..

I’m telling you these times are hard,
But they will pass.. They will pass.. They will pass..

These times are hard..

But they will pass.

:)


May 12, 2012

Craig David - I Wonder Why


Love is a hunger that burns in my soul,
But you never noticed the pain.
Love in an anchor that wont let me go,
I reached out to hold you,
But you push me away..
And you always convince me to stay.

And I wonder why we hold on with tears in our eyes,
And I wonder why we have to break down to make things alright..
And I wonder why I can't seem to tell you good bye..
Yeah, I wonder why..

I'm no angel my selfish pride but I love you more everyday.
Love is an anger that builds up inside as a tears of frustration roll down my face
why is love always have to turn out this way?

And I wonder why we hold on with tears in our eyes,
And I wonder why we have to break down to make things alright..
And I wonder why I can't seem to tell you good bye..
Oh, I wonder why..

I don't want to fight again tonight about the little things, please baby..
I just wanna find my way back to love..
Oh, I'll meet you there baby..

hold on..

break down..

can't seem..

And I wonder why we hold on with tears in our eyes,
And I wonder why, I wonder why we have to break down to make things alright..
And I wonder why I can't seem to tell you good bye..

I wonder why we hold on with tears in our eyes,
And I wonder why we have to break down to make things alright..
And I wonder why I can't seem to tell you good bye..
Oh yeah and I wonder why, I wonder why

I wonder why baby..

And I wonder why we hold on with tears in our eyes,
And I wonder why I wonder why we have to break down to make things alright..
And I wonder why I can't seem to tell you good bye..


May 09, 2012

Bruno Mars -Talking To The Moon

I know you're somewhere out there,
Somewhere far away..

I want you back..
I want you back..

My neighbors think I'm crazy,
But they don't understand..

You're all I have..
You're all I have..

At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit by myself,
talking to the Moon,
Try to get to you..

In hopes you're on the other side,
Talking to me too,
Or am I a fool,
who sits alone,
Talking to the moon..

I'm feeling like I'm famous,
The talk of the town..
They say I've gone mad,
Yeah I've gone mad..

But they don't know what I know,
Cause when the Sun goes down
someone's talking back,
Yeah They're talking back.

At night when the stars light up my room,
I sit by myself,
talking to the Moon,
Try to get to you..

In hopes you're on the other side,
Talking to me too,
Or am I a fool,
who sits alone,
Talking to the moon..

Do you ever hear me calling?

Cause every night I'm talking to the moon..
Still trying to get to you..

In hopes you're on the other side,
Talking to me too..
Or am I a fool,
who sits alone,
Talking to the moon..

I know you're somewhere out there,
Somewhere far away..


May 05, 2012

Fergie - Finally

Ever since I was a baby girl I had a dream,
Cinderella theme,
Crazy as it seems..
Always knew that deep inside that there would come that day
But I would have to wait,
Make so many mistakes..

I couldn't comprehend,
As I watched it unfold,
This classic story told I left it in the cold..
Walking through an open door that led me back to you,
Each one unlocking more of the truth..

I finally stopped tripping on my youth..
I finally got lost inside of you..
I finally know that I needed to grow..
And finally my mate has met my soul..

Finally..
Now my destiny can begin..
Though we will have our differences,
Something strange and new is happening..

Finally..
Now my life doesn't seem so bad,
It's the best that I've ever had..
Give my love to him finally..

I remember the beginning you already knew
I acted like a fool,
Just trying to be cool..
Fronting like it didn't matter..
I just ran away,
And on another phase,
Was lost in my own space..
Found what its like to hurt selfishly.
Scared to give of me,
Afraid to just believe,
I was in a jealous, insecure, pathetic place..
Stumbled through the mess that I have made.

Finally got out of my own way,
I've Finally started living for today,
I finally know that I needed to grow,
And finally my mate has met my soul..

Finally...
Now my destiny can begin..
Though we will have a our differences,
Something strange and new is happening..

Finally..
Now my life doesn't seem so bad,
It's the best that I've ever had..
Gave my love to him, Finally.

Finally, Finally..

Finally,
Now my destiny can begin..
Though we will have our differences,
Something beautiful is happening, happening..

Finally!
Now my life doesn't seem so bad,
It's the best that I've ever had..
Give my love to him finally...

Finally.