-just spending some time not leaving the blog empty-
I was too busy these weekend that I have forgotten about us for awhile. It was good though, since I didn't have to feel like missing or loosing you. But tonight when I was alone, the thoughts of you crept again slowly, trying to find its way back in where it belongs.
I quickly blocked the access, making myself busy with emails and works and papers, but in the end I accidentally stalk you online, and it broke me down again.
So I decided to cut our link even deeper by removing you from my online circle. It wasn't your fault, it was just my way to cure the wound, withdrawing myself deeper, and started the defensive mode again.
And with my friend, we watched some movies together before I go back to the area I was placed, continuing my life, without you.
Perhaps I will succeed. Perhaps I will die. Perhaps we'l never know.
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