Peut-ĂȘtre nous n'avons pas besoin d'amour. Peut-ĂȘtre c'est une aide que nous avons vraiment besoin (Maybe we don't need love after all. Maybe help it what we really need)

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Life is merely a journey to the grave, but to make the journey become a beautiful parade or a dark mourning ceremony is all in your hand.

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September 22, 2012

You

My life had been very much interesting after we broke up two years ago. The tides of sadness, anger, and faith brought me into where I am now. I used to think that I would not survive without you, but here I am, breathing, and slowly achieving my old and dusty dreams.

You thought me how to truly love, you made me learn how to appreciate sacrifices, you put me to study deeper about giving and receiving. I might be your very naughty student, but I learnt lots of things when I was with you. The things that is very useful now.

And now, as you slowly withdrawn permanently from my life, and as I walk further away in different direction as well, I suddenly miss you.

Those memories, they replayed like old slides being projected to the dusty wall. Every frame has deep meaning, deep memory. And I know, I might still unable to let us go, or it might just be another rainy spring blue syndrome. But all I know is, there is no one ever in my life who could give and give and give and just ask to be loved in return like you did.

You never demanded much, you only gave and showered me with love and affection. You never actually got upset, you just smiled, cuddled, and even asked for forgiveness even if I was the one who made mistakes. Maybe that was what made you different from the others before and after you.

I didn't mean anything when I decided to write this. I just thought I need to write something about you after so very long.

Thank you. For teaching me the whole things. Thank you. For supporting me over and over. Thank you. For being a meaningful part in my life.

Have a safe trip with your life, as I promise I will to mine. :)

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